Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Back to School!


Hey all!
Back to school this week. Starting my diploma! The beginning of another year and a half, here we go!!
It feels good to see the certificate on my wall though - but it will feel amazing seeing the diploma next to it :)

Had my first design theory 2 class, and graphic presentation 2 as well.
All in all, not a bad start. I can already tell, though, that graphic pres is going to be a doozy!!
But anyway, as I am sitting here doing homework, I stumbled upon this quote that I like - how true it is!

Visual design is often the polar opposite of engineering: trading hard edges for subjective decisions based on gut feelings and personal experiences. It’s messy, unpredictable, and notoriously hard to measure. The apparently erratic behavior of artists drives engineers bananas. Their decisions seem arbitrary and risk everything with no guaranteed benefit.
— Scott Stevenson

I am probably a loony compared to all my friends and family who chose to take the business/science/engineer, etc. route. :)


Happy Wednesday!




Sunday, August 26, 2012

Jewelry Stand

Today, me and a couple of my friends took a trip down to value village. I've been looking for a way to display my jewelry lately and have been looking for a nice tray to display them on. I was considering a DIY project.

But today, at VV, I found the PERFECT thing. I found a jewelry display too that I could've painted but I knew I had to have this stand.

It was made out of sterling silver so it was really tarnished - nothing some baking soda couldn't fix! And voila! My new display!! :) good as new :) ten bucks well spent, me thinks!!

Keep posted for my DIY from last week - a frame turned into note holder!

Au revoir!

Friday, August 17, 2012

Ikea Kilby Shelf Makeover

Hello, hello!

So last week, I embarked on another DIY - but this time it was more of a makeover!

Sometime last week, I decided that I really needed more storage in my room, so I decided to buy a shelf! I was spending a lot of time on pinterest and seeing lots of ideas of how people gave the Ikea Billy shelves a hack/ makeover.

I realized, however, that there was another shelf called the "Kilby" that was $10 cheaper and about 5" skinnier - which fit my room better! BUT the problem with the Kilby was...unlike the Billy, the Kilby only came in a shiny Birch finish - and I wanted white! So I decided to get the Kilby and do some makeover-ing of my own!

So here is what I started with!

It was really easy to build - so I was on my way!
I left the back off because I wanted to make the back more interesting than just the grey particleboard (?) backing it came with.

Once painted, it looked like this: (I actually used 3 coats of white primer instead by Rona, which did the job)

When I first started the project, I wanted to add some sort of fabric or wallpaper to the back to give the shelf some interest (and to make it prettier!). It just so happened that I had some coupons for Michael's - so I decided to take a trip down to Michael's. When I got there, I found some of this Kate Spain (haha) wrapping paper and decided that it would work too! 

My colour scheme for my room is mostly mint green (okay, all mint green) so I thought the orange might be a nice contrast to the mint. I had to buy two rolls since the shelf is taller than the 5' roll.

When I bought the Kilby at Ikea, I also bought some of these:
They were $2.99 for 5, so I thought they would work well with the shelf :)
(I believe they're called Flyt.) I didn't like the boring white so I bought some spray paint from Rona (RustOleum Painter's Touch - Mango in Matte Finish). I had to make sure that I didn't spray them too closely so that the cardboard didn't get too wet and warp. 

So back to the shelf: once painted, I wrapped the backing that came with the shelf in the wrapping paper. I was so scared I was going to rip the paper - but I didn't!! 

Since I bought two rolls, I decided to put the seam, where I joined the two rolls, directly behind the one permanent shelf (It came with 1 permanent, and 3 adjustable).
After I wrapped it, I just followed the rest of the directions on nailing the backing to the shelves and voila!

After some heavy lifting to my room :) - here it was!


Complete with my spray painted magazine files! 

This is still a work in progress since I just accessorized using stuff I already had. :)
I'm embarking on mini DIYs to complete the accessorizing so stay tuned!
(My desk is really messy in this pic too, so I will take a better picture of the whole package soon!)


Saturday, July 28, 2012

I'm the bets.

Just sitting at my desk before I buckle down and do some AutoCAD work...this is posted on my bulletin board and just thought I'd share 'cause it makes me smile. A girl made it for me last Sunday and I love it. It makes me think about how I wanted to be a teacher...once upon a time. I think if I hadn't pursued design that's where I would've eventually ended up. But God had other plans I guess!

I just put this up on my board and pretend now...haha just kidding :)

Y'ALL are the bets!

Monday, July 23, 2012

DIYs

Hello friends!

To anyone who reads this, I hope your summers been going well so far! I can't believe how fast time is flying by! It's almost the end of July!

This summer has been a pretty productive one for me - I have set a new goal! I am saving money to buy my very own car by next year! Or well, a little bit over a year - for my 21st birthday :) I thought I'd be a little nicer to myself and give myself an extra few months - so hopefully by next October!

I have been pretty been pretty busy the last couple weeks just with design stuff - such a blast!

This has also been awesome! http://www.helenhamiltondesign.com/site/Associates.html

I thought now that I have some down time, I should TRY and get back to blogging - attempt #100.
Lately, I've been spending too much lots of time on pinterest when I have some down time - like right before bed - and that usually makes me feel either really (p)inspired, artsy, motivated OR just downright hungry from all the pictures of the food.

I have embarked on a few artsy projects, one of them being a key holder frame - and I really loved how that turned out! I have been meaning to put it up on my blog - so here it is!

 It hangs right by my bedroom door - so I don't lose my keys in my room - which was starting to become a real habit! I would always frantically be hunting for my keys on my way out the door - so this was the perfect solution (for under $10!) and since my all my bedroom furniture is white wood - this frame from Ikea was perfect ! Cute and Practical!

Since then, I have pinned other ideas, but have had NO time. Today, I had some free time and felt like finally doing something about my ripped capris! I bought jeans/ capris from Zara in the summer and they were VERY cute. Light capris that were faded, and had SLIGHT rips down the legs. However, as time went on, the rips just got bigger and bigger and people were giving me questioning looks about my exposed knee. Oops!

I saw this idea on pinterest and loved it! (Sometimes, I am doubtful of the things I see on pinterest because I often think, "there is no way I could do that!")
In the beginning, I always figured that once the holes got too big, I'd patch them up. I hadn't found a good solution that I really loved though, that's why the hole just kept getting bigger and bigger - I didn't want to put something cheesy as a patch. SO when I saw the idea of lace behind the hole - I knew I found my solution!! Cute, and practical but sophisticated - in my opinion! I wish I took a picture of how big the hole was before - but here is the finished product!

Some liquid glue and then lace from Value Village - and voila!

But I didn't stop there!
I was once pretty notorious for buying things even when I wasn't entirely sold on it - just because it was a good deal and fit "alright." - I have since learned that paying more is worth something fitting GREAT! :)
I bought some lucky brand jeans maybe a couple years ago - that's how long it's been sitting in my closet for! And I got home and finally accepted that they didn't fit me the greatest. I believe that was in the fall. That summer, I dug out the jeans again and tried to turn that dark, boot cut jeans into some dark shorts that folded. However, another year or two came and went and they still sat in my closet. TONIGHT, I finally decided to do something about it. Surprise, surprise though, Although this is seen a lot on pinterest - my mom actually taught me how to do this years ago - when I was younger, we upcycled one of my jeans from the gap and turned them into shorts with frayed edges - then we bought fabric gels and my mom drew butterflies and flowers all over them - they were the coolest!) These are a little different from those - but another finished product of mine!

Really happy with how these turned out! Three styles later, I am finally happy with the finished product and will ACTUALLY wear it! :)

I also went thrifting today and bought a few things! Such a fun day!

So my new and improved blog concept : interior designer moonlighting as a pinterest project undertaker!

Stayed tuned for more projects!:)

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

First Day Back

Happy 1st day of May! I don't know about you, but I love the first day of the month. To me, it's just like a fresh start and I love it. I guess for this month especially, it is extra fitting - I start school again today! An although I ended that sentence with an exclamation point I'm not really THAT excited. Anxious/ nervous, maybe. But not excited. (We get our big project on the first day, yikes.)

I've also been working a bit, which is exciting and fun. Currently, I'm also at a job site for my dad - it's day two of excavation and they're delivering sand today.

The thing I struggle with the most when school rolls around is stress. If you know me, you know I stress out very easily. I don't like ongoing things. I like being able to cross things off my list, so when I have multiple ongoing things, I write billions and billions of lists. And honestly, I don't know if that's helpful or more overwhelming.

All that to say that I think that's definitely something I have to work on - my perspective on things. As I was getting ready this morning, I was starting to get overwhelmed with my upcoming weeks and I just sat on my bed and opened up my devo book and it was on Ecclesiastes 3:1-8. More specifically on how there is a time to love and a time to hate. As I read the passage, it reminded me of two things, 1. There is a perfect time for everything , which led me to the conclusion that worrying gets you nowhere. 2. The passage talks about things like love, hate, mourning, weeping, crying, war, peace, etc. - it just reminded me that in the big scheme of things, school is just school. Life is still beautiful and I am blessed. That is why I included a picture of the sky and the clouds. Sometimes, or often, I get so caught up in my routine and stuff I have to do that I let it overwhelm me. I just have to sit and take a breath and remind myself that it's just life - and like the sky, sometimes it's grey or cloudy, but somewhere underneath all that, the sun is still shining and life is still beautiful.

Hope you all have a good day,
Joanne

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Oh, how things have changed.

As promised, I changed up my blog a little bit. Still white though, with GREEN though, hooray!

So, today was a pretty productive day. I won't recap it all, but it involved spending around 6 hours on sketch up modelling up a 3d house, so my shoulders kill once again. I topped the night off by reading some old blog posts that I stumbled upon as I redid the layout for my blog.

It's honestly so weird reading old blogs. I regret not blogging more this last year because it's so nice reading what life was like, and seeing how much you've changed/grown in the last year, two years, etc. It's so funny reading old posts of when I went to SFU and I'm rambling about papers and readings, etc. I was pretty proud at my ability to bang out that 8-10 paper in 2 days though - I forgot about that. I guess, like I mentioned in those posts, the grass is always greener on the other side. Reading those posts now, I'm thinking, honestly...how hard was it to do a few readings and a few papers when the stuff I'm doing now is so much more intense. But you know, to someone who looks at my work, they're probably like, interior design is so easy! But of course, the grass is always greener. Too funny.

In my opinion though, this was a very nice night. No better way to end it than to read old blogs. :)

I am REALLY going to blog more, goodnight!


Monday, April 23, 2012

Romance

One week left until school starts again. I can't believe how fast time flies.

Just stumbled upon this quote again, thought I'd share.
Also, feel like changing up my blog layout. Keep an eye out for that. Tired of this white white.


“We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl up against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened.”
John C. Moffi

Smell ya later, alligator.

Monday, April 2, 2012

April

Hello, Hello

It's been ages seen I last blogged again. Sometimes, right before bed, I get this huge urge to blog and then I crawl into bed and it's just so comfortable that I can't find the willpower to get up and whip up a post...and then time goes by and here we are. Months and months down the road!

Since I last blogged..I feel like a lot has happened.
I FINALLY finished my winter semester, which I must say might have been the worst semester of my whole educational career so far. Dramatic, I know - but so true. It was my first time taking 5 classes, not to mention 2 of those 5 classes were night classes, which just ate away at a lot of my homework time. But I finally finished on thursday, which felt amazing. April is all about Spring Cleaning, getting stuff in order and getting ahead. Big plans, big plans.

Unfortunately, I also took my Class 5 road test this morning, which did not go too well. Missed a school zone, and no, I don't know how I managed to do that. I was so cloooose, but next time, next time. And this is just a little speed bump in my plans, I still intend to get that before school starts up again in May.

Speaking of school, I currently have one more semester before I complete my certificate in June, YAY! However, I might be biting my tongue about "the hardest semester of my educational career" by May.Yikes! On the other hand, I have decided to continue on with my Interior Design Diploma in the fall, and I'm really at peace with that decision. I think at this point in time, it's the right thing to do. I went to the IDIBC student event at the Symmetry Lighting showroom the other night, and I'm glad I went. It gave me really good insight on what to expect in the industry and where I should be headed, etc. Going really reaffirmed my decision to continue on with my education.

In terms of getting ahead, I've been job hunting lately and been making some progress (hopefully), but will keep you posted on that.

In terms of getting stuff in order, I mean that in a literal way but I also meant it in terms of my life. I was so busy with school that I really got sidetracked. Lately, I've just really been reminded that I need to give back more to the community, etc. I think I get to comfortable in my own life that I forget to do that. It's so easy to get caught up in my everyday that I just let time pass me by. I had different non-profit organizations open a couple weeks ago, but procrastination got the better of me and I put it on the backburner. At the event the other night, they really stressed the importance of community involvement, and it just really hit home because it reminded me that I should actually commit to something.

However, as I sat in church yesterday, there were some baby dedications and I just LOVE those Sundays because I get to see not only the baby but also their little brothers and sisters. I sit in my seat grinning because I just love the kids. It's funny because I decided to open my bulletin a little later on in the service and noticed that the children's ministry needed some volunteers. As if all of that wasn't a big enough sign from God, as I read that, I looked up and (the service was about the parable of the sower) the pastor was talking about the thorny plants that don't really take root. They're excited about their faith in the beginning but die when the times get hard, etc. He was talking about how often, we get so busy with our own lives that we put other things on hold. Talking about God's message being LOUD and CLEAR. Such a God-thing. So I decided that instead of looking elsewhere, I should volunteer at church for the time-being and once school starts up again, if I find that I have extra time, I will commit to something else.

It's funny because this again, ties in with my last post about how everything we do is for the Glory of God. So I should really be focusing on this, first and foremost - how I can serve and bring Glory to God, instead of the little mundane things of this world.

What else, what else.
I decided to take my parents up on the offer to spend Christmas in the Philippines this December and I'm glad I did. Thinking about Philippines just gets me excited and gives me this feeling of nostalgia. Granted, I only spent a few years of my childhood there, but still. It's so nice being able to go somewhere where the majority of your family lives. I love Canada and everyone here, but I just love visiting Philippines, especially for the holidays. It's just different there, cause Philippines is predominantly Catholic and Christmas just has a totally different meaning for the people there, which is cool to see.

Anyways,
that's my life in a nutshell these days...most of it.
Will try and keep this up to date more....PROMISE.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

It's been a while, friends.

It really has been a while since I've blogged. I feel like I never allow myself the luxury of just sitting down and just thinking. I think I'm always in such a rush to go, go, go and finish, finish, finish all the stuff I have to do for school. It really takes a toll on me after a while. Like today for instance, I've done someee homework, but in the big scheme of things, I really havent accomplished much at all, which is kinda of a downer, but I'm justifying it as my lazy Joanne day. After a while, I feel like I just run out of gusto for a project after thinking about it so much. I just need to walk away from it and take a break for a little while.

I really like this Calvin and Hobbes comic that I read a few weeks ago. I feel like this comic just really resonated with me because it just relates so well to me and how I stress out so easily. Last night, J sent me a youtube video on a Francis Chan sermon. It was about marriage and having a Christ centered relationship. It was really good. Granted, I`m not married, but I feel like it anyone can really relate to it, and have it relate to life as a whole. I think it`s true that in our society, having a happy, ``good`` marriage can be portrayed as the `good` Christian thing to do. Yet, it`s not. That`s not our main purpose in a marriage. Our main purpose is to glorify God. Not just in marriages, relationships, but in everything we do. I don`t know if that makes much sense, Francis Chan and his wife Lisa definitely put it better. (Listen to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihRmM0aVADU&feature=related&fb_source=message)

But anyways, I feel like I`ve just really been reminded of this a lot lately. I`ve been boggled down a lot with school plans, etc. and I just need to step back and realize that ultimately, no, it`s not about what we do, etc. It`s not who we are, and it`s not what we`re meant to do. There`s a bigger picture, and that`s to love God, serve God, glorify God. It`s not about me, or this life. It`s about what comes after this.

On Sunday, Pastor John mentioned Phillipians 3:10. I`ve read it again, and I think that the verses which come before and after verse 10 are also very relevant.

Phillipians 3:7-14 reads,

But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith. I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead.

Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.


I think it`s funny how God works. He really chooses the most interesting ways to reveal himself to us, at the most unexpected times. I`ll get to this later. Paul says in these verses that he considers everything worthless except for knowing Christ. He considers them garbage, his accomplishments, etc. compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ. That`s amazing to me. Paul`s life is pretty amazing in itself. I think I`ll save that for another blog.

That part of Paul`s letter is titled `No Confidence in the Flesh` in my Bible, and I think that there`s no better way to put it.

I feel like that`s what Paul`s life is all about, and that`s what I aspire to be like.

Anyways, I feel like God has just really been revealing this to me lately. No confidence in the flesh, putting my hope in things above, and not getting boggled down my earthly things. Again, it`s about Him.
Like I said, God has a funny way of revealing Himself. In a time when I`ve most needed to be reminded that my earthly purpose is to serve Him, and not myself, he chooses Philippians 3 to really hit it home.
The very same verse that I related to a couple years ago as I was writing my grad write up. I referred to these verses as I encouraged my fellow grads to `press on towards the goal` - just like Paul is encouraging the Philippians in his letter - and in this case, encouraging me as well.
Not to mention, the very same verse that this blog is titled after. I titled this blog that title because I knew that ultimately, that is my purpose in life - to press on towards the goal. Yet I don`t think I`ve really fully grasped it til now.

I feel like that`s what life is all about though. Running the race, and maybe stumbling and falling - we might trip over the same things over and again, yet God picks us up again and again - and again. It`s about looking ahead - looking up - and continuing the race that God has set for us.

And here I am, back at this blog, continuing what I started a few years ago.
And I don`t promise I`ll be here everyday, but I intend to be here as much as I can be - to keep track of what God is teaching me and chronicling those struggles and challenges. And if you happen to be reading this, welcome back.

Joanne

Monday, July 25, 2011

Friday, June 3, 2011

It's funny thinking about how parents' rules change as you grow up, and you don't even notice it.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Long time no blog.



I wonder if anyone even reads this anymore...it's been a while since I've written anything worthwhile really. I guess we'll see if it's worthwhile today...

I told my mom I was going to take a nap before we go out for dinner, but somehow, I never got around to it. I cracked open my writing 12 book that I found when I moved to this house, and I've been meaning to read it. There's only a few things in there, it was still nice to read. Sad too. At the time, I thought it was so (for lack of a better word) pointless to write about (for example) the things going on around me at Granville Island (For our fieldtrip). But it's an interesting read now...all of it. That's not to say I didn't enjoy writing...it was really fun..and it was especially nice to have it in grade 12 - since we had a lot of time to just reflect and write, which I love to do. Pictures are one thing, but I think words are another.

I was briefly talking to a friend...and it's crazy that this year's grads are already going grad camping. I can't believe it was only a year ago.

One of my brother's friends was recently over and she graduated from PA too, and K asked her if she liked it and she said, "I LOVED my time there." I don't know how you can't. I mean, if you really take the time to appreciate it for what it was, and the relationships it allows you to build, etc. - I don't think it's possible to not love it.

April 27 last year, I wrote:
Sometimes, its easy to take it for granted - how nice PA is. Man, I'm really going to miss this place. It's weird to think about how life will continue here even though we're gone. How next September, kids are going to come back and continue on with their lives like nothings changed. They'll put on their uniforms, get school supply lists in the mail with their classes...PA has always been such a constant in my life - something I come back to each year, something I know will always be the same. I can't imagine not coming back.

I don't know why that was so sad to read, even though I remember writing it - not to mention, how cheesy it is. I know it's cheesy. No, no it get's better. It's called, "Contemplative Journaling." Haha oh my.

I don't know what it is, it's just this feeling of deep nostalgia for the people, who on any given day...you could just stop and have a deep, meaningful conversation with. I don't know why, but I feel like that's so hard to come by these days.

You know, a year later, after it's all been said and done...
I can look back on it and say, "yeah, that's where it all changed."
Not necessarily my move, but maybe. But definitely graduation. (I guess that's obvious.)
It really wasn't what I expected. I don't know what I expected. Yet here we are, a year later.

I wouldn't say it changed for the worse necessarily (although, in some ways it has), and I wouldn't say that it has changed for the better either (although, again, it some ways, it has). It's just different. Would I go back and do it over again if I could? Yeah, probably. - Which is not to say the last year hasn't been good, or great. Its had its moments - good and bad - just like I'm sure PA had its moments, good and bad.

Well, you know what they say, The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.”


Thursday, April 28, 2011

2 am and i need to be up at 6.
i am in a ranty mood, so here goes.

i am up because i was doing my colour and lighting homework. i did it ALL day (after errands and an oil change) and i couldnt get it to work. eventually, i just ran out of paint so i had to make do with what i had. i put it all together and it looks like poo because i didn't trace it, so i just cut it. (it worked for the last colour wheel, but this one is more precise...so bad call).

so overall, it looks like poo.
im not re-doing it.
not like i could, even if i wanted to...since i'm not spending another thirty bucks on PAINT. yeah...no.

sooo it sucks, and that is pretty much all i got done today, and A BIT of this other assignment. but barely..it doesn't even count.

wednesday: wasted.

kajdfAFKja goodnight.

(i apologize if you actually took the time to read this nonsense)

:)

Monday, April 11, 2011

Post Secret, and them some.

It really has been a while since I blogged, or I'm having one of those nights - I clicked "view blog" three times when all I really wanted to do was press "New Post."

This post secret really stood out to me.
Lately, I think I've been struggling a lot with mediocrity, and it's helped a lot to finally sit down and sort things out. I think with all the time off from school (a whole TEN DAYS YEAH)...I had a lot of time to just think and...be surrounded with my own thoughts. I guess that's good, but also bad in some ways - since a lot of time in my head sometimes gets me down. If you know me (and you probably do since you're bothering to read this) you'll know I'm a worrier. So a lot of time spent just thinking just means lots of worrying, and I think seeing the negative.

I don't know, it's hard to explain.
Also, I think I'm pretty good at sticking feelings and thoughts to the backburner when I don't want to deal with it, or when it's easier to not deal with it. I guess if anything, I should know by now that that only makes it worse. However, I do it anyway. But I think it was finally time to deal with some things I've been putting on the backburner, and I'm really happy about that.

There's a few things that I've been reminded of, or have read, that just gave me a new mindset and outlook on things. It still blows my mind how powerful words can be, and how they affect me so much. More so than music I think. However, what really blows my mind is how crazy and amazing Jesus' love is, and how comforting the Bible is. It's CRAZY. I love it.

Something I really love: (I think I read this a lot in Trez's house - specifically her bathroom. For some reason I used to try and memorize it while I went potty - haha. I guess after all those times, it stuck.)

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.

A few other things: (just off the top of my head)
Psalm 34:18, Psalm 37:4 (thanks for the reminder, d)
and lastly,

1 Corinthians 13:7
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

That one is huge.

That is all. (This probably doesn't make much sense..sorry.)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

UPDATE:
monday: lab assignment for drafting
tues: history paper w/ pictures
thurs: 3 assignments (materials board, luminaire design and 2 point perspective of room) and 2 sketchbooks due (alllmost done) and in class assignment due

following monday: drafting assignment due (kajdfkajf) and drafting exam
tues: history exam
thurs: design theory exam, and freehand in class assignment

I can't believe I survived tonight!! ONE MORE WEEK.
I also signed up for another class today :) Im happy with that decisions. falling asleep. nightynignt

Monday, March 21, 2011

:)

I have learned a new motto that is slowly getting stuck in my head, "just do it."
I get stressed out A LOT, about things that are coming up and things I cannot help. I always have.
But nowadays, David just says, "just do it."

And you know, that sounds so simple, and at first, I didn't listen, but it makes a lot of sense.
The last couple of days, I've just been trying to take things one step at a time, and it's helping a lot towards my stress levels. You see...my next two weeks are cuhhhrazy :(
monday: lab assignment for drafting
tues: history paper w/ pictures
thurs: 3 assignments (materials board, luminaire design and 2 point perspective of room) and 2 sketchbooks due (alllmost done) and in class assignment due

following monday: drafting assignment due (kajdfkajf) and drafting exam
tues: history exam
thurs: design theory exam, and freehand in class assignment

i guess this post is more for me than anyone else...hahaha, you see, i wouldnt be that stressed IF it was this only this week I had to worry about. HOWEVER, it's not, and the space shows everything I have yet to start on - aka all my exams I have not started studying for since I have been doing other assignments. On the bright side, I did my whole paper today :) I just gotta keep my head on straight these next couple of weeks and it will be okay. I JUST GOTTA DO IT. :)

On a sadder note, I didn't go grocery shopping today, which means I will not have any good snacks at school tomorrow. Silly joanne.

I am so happy though. Despite the homework load and the stress I'm trying to ignore - hahaha.
I hung out with my boooooooooyfriend this weekend, got lots of homework done and saw a bunch of friiiiiiiiiiiiiends the other night :) and therese cried when she saw me. hehehe :) but i also made a lot of new friends, which was soo awesome as well. PLUS, me and carmela dominated the last round of dutch blitz..aka getting a perfect 100 when I had to go. oh ya :)

I am a happy camper :)
Wish me luck and pray hard for my sanity.

lalala

Monday, March 14, 2011

It's one of those nights that I honestly cannot do homework, not matter how hard I try. I try to tell myself that I need to get done, but my subconscious knows that nothing is due tomorrow...and motivation flies out the window.

A friend of mine asked me today, "who are you? Honestly."
I still don't know what he meant by that, as I write this, but it got me thinking. I think it's a hard question to answer, or is that just me? I can't explain it. You know how people always say that we are who we are when nobody's watching, and I guess that's true. I was also reminded recently of how Mr. Dueck would say that we are the person that we are when we crawl into our beds at the end of a long day - nobody around, but ourselves and our thoughts. I guess I've also written before that I think the key to knowing someone is knowing their hopes, their fears, and their aspirations. I tried to re-evaluate those, and I guess that is also true as well.

It's still hard to explain though. I don't know how to. I don't know why I felt like blogging that.
I'm just Joanne, and I can't explain any better than that right now.

That's all I have to say right now.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

:)

j: hey david?
d: yeah?
j: why don't i curl my hair?
d: cause it doesn't stay.

j: ...you're ridiculous.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

what's up, doc?

Hello, hello....it has been a while friends!

I have been so busy, busy lately. And it's a busy week coming up :( I have a project, an assignment and a presentation all due this week. I'm already in week 8 of 12, so it's getting quite busy..really getting down to crunch time :(

But good news friends, I got 85 on my drafting midterm :) which is the beessstt mark I've ever gotten for that class :) I was so relieved. Plus, I really like how my assignment for freehand this week :) teehee

In other news, another thing I'm really happy/ excited about is: me and David have started reading the Bible together before school whenever we are able to meet in the mornings :) We're starting in Romans and that's pretty cool :) It's a really nice start to our mornings, I think. I think we were inspired by the Psalm post secret that I found and we thought it'd be a good idea to start it too. :)

We also started to play this game where we quiz each other on little facts about ourselves. Each time I get a question wrong, he gets a point, and vice versa. Right now, we are sitting at 8-6 (for David) - but it ain't over til the fat lady sings! We started playing it cause david kept listing facts about me all day and I got jealous. :)
My fav part was when he said, "yesterday, I was trying to think of your favourite colour and I couldn't think of it - but it's cause you don't have one" AWWWW hahaha - I told you I'd blog this, David, so here you go :D

Wish me luck this week, friends!