I mean..I'm HAPPY for them that they sold the house. I mean they need to sell the house to be able to build more..then sell more, and so on and so forth. But it's like...I never actually realized how much I'd dread it. Like...before, my parents would always be like WE'RE MOVING, and I'd be like K, sweet...where in FH? No big deal.
Or even IF it wasn't, it's like..k, that sucks, but whatever, i'll still see everyone at school on Monday. NO BIG DEAL.
BUT NOW....what happens when I CAN'T see everyone on Monday?
Like with graduation day looming like...THREE months away, I was thinking like, crap, I have to say goodbye to everyone for the most part, but whatever I'll always just live like BASICALLY down the street from everyone...I'll still be in the same neighbourhood as them...BUT NOW...PSYCH, that's not true.
I'M FREAKING MOVING. okay, granted, I'm making a very big deal out of this...but I've lived in fh for almost 8 years? That's a long time...and my LIFE is here.
What happens when I move...and I wake up and have nothing to do? Then what? WHO DO I CALL UP TO...take a walk to -or rather...drive to HAHA- starbucks with or...who's house do I drive 2 mins to?!
In 3 months, I won't be able to do that. WHICH SUCKS.
AND YES, I know, everything changes after high school ANYWAY, but that doesn't make this any easier...if anything, harder.
KAJDKFAJFKAJF I'm tearing up, can you believe it?! HAHA I'M SUCH A LOSER.
But anyways, OKAY, I'm really, really lucky that my parents moved here in the first place for PA and mostly for me...or probably ALL for me, AND they waited til I graduated to move...
But really, I'm gonna be 17 in a new city, where I know nobody.
AND YES, I KNOW EVERYONE WILL ONLY BE A...bridge? AWAY...
BUT IT'S NOT THE SAME.
IT WON'T EVER BE THE SAME AFTER I MOVE. WAHH :'(
(sigh, at least it's not like alberta)
ALSO, I bombed my English 12 provincial. OKAY, I didn't BOMB it. It just wasn't the greatest. Defs not. The good news is...they don't count it if it lowers your grade average. So I guess I'm still technically at 88. BUT COME ON. English is my forte, I was gonna cry.
Today was such a fail...a PRANK fail. HAHA.
Just kidding. It wasn't bad. I just didn't get the best news ever...you know?!
BOO. I WISH OUR PRANK WORKED LOL.
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