Thursday, May 6, 2010

the usual.

I just read one out of mel's 45678912 blogs. But anyways, she took a picture of her in her grad dress (sort of) and she was saying how it hit her, since TECHNICALLY she's done high school. And how she saw 2 grads from last year visiting and it made her even more sad because...it just seemed so normal. Like a flashback..but it wasn't. How...it seemed so normal for them to be back, this was their school too, but it isn't anymore, and they have their own lives now.

It's funny because I remember being sooo sad this time last year because it was ending, having to say bye to the gr 12s. I couldn't imagine high school w/o them. (yeah, i get attached, don't judge. haha) But it's May, and we did it.
Still, I'll say it again, it hasn't hit me yet.

I kinda feel like grad is going to go by really fast. It's only one night. Compared to 13 years of school, and it all comes down to one night. That's crazy.
I booked hair/ make up for grad and we picked out our corsages yesterday. To me, it feels like I'm watching all of this happen through someone else's eyes..like it's not really happening to me.

I hope it hits me soon so I can take more of advantage of the last two months. Psych, it's less than two months.

Also, I move like...6 days after grad. Bummer.
Life's going to be...really different next year.

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