what seemed so out of reach, we're holding it right in our hands

How is it that...grad is in 5 days, and commencement in 4? I still hasn't hit me yet. It still feels like...when September rolls around, I'll still be getting school supply lists in the mail, going school supply shopping...buying more uniforms..etc. But psych, I'm not. Also, I move in a week and...2 days? That hasn't hit me yet either.

I live too comfortable a life...maybe I do need to be shaken up a little. I mean...if it were up to me, I probably wouldn't choose to be shaken up this much...but it's not up to me..SOOO sucks to be me.

BUT REALLY, it doesn't.

Amidst all this, life is good. Maybe that's why I'm finding it so hard to believe that I'm moving. Things are good, it's hard to believe that in a week...they're not going to be - hahaha. Depressing, I know.

But no, I'm blessed. It's just...hard to be uprooted when you're seventeen and oh, so comfortable.