and it's still so hard to be who you are, so you play this part, and the show goes on.

It was so depressing watching this today...I used to watch Laguna Beach every monday(?) night..in middle school? So in essence, it's as much part of their past as it is a part of mine. It's just funny because they seemed so much older back then...Not to mention cooler.

It sucked having to think/ talk about what would happen to all of us after high school. Truth is, I think we all do have an unspoken understanding that we probably won't stay (close) friends after high school. If we all know that, then why cant we change it? A part of me tells me that it's too late to even fix everything, and that breaks my heart.

I understand it. It's a part of life, right? I'd like to believe that the people I've spent almost everyday with in the past 7 years aren't just my friends because we went to the same school. And I'd like to believe that I actually built some solid friendships here in the last 7 years. I'd like to believe that.

Truth is though, I don't imagine that many, if any, of us will stay together after high school. But the thing is...I can't imagine any of us apart either.