A few years ago, if you asked me how I pictured my last summer with my all friends would be like....this summer wouldn't have been it. On the top of my list of expectations would be having stayed in Surrey after graduation, or at least not moving that soon. But hey, that's now how things turned out.
This summer was probably...the opposite of what I would've pictured for my Summer. But now that it's all said and done, I would say that, it was one of my most memorable Summers - both the highlights and the lowlights - haha.
It's weird that...okay, who's counting really, but summer technically ends in 13 minutes.
I am scared out of my mind for what's next. It's not even the uncertainty anymore - although, yeah, that adds to it. The unknown is scary, plus I don't know why, but I'm really nervous to transit tomorrow by myself - haha! This is what PA has to done to me...
But...tonight I'm sitting here, I'm so sleepy.
I'm picturing my busy week ahead of me, and I'm already freaking out.
My sfu email is clogged up with class info, and the course outlines, weekly schedules - OH MYYY - plus my 17 hour work week. I don't know - I know, I know....it could be worse. TRUE, but wow, it's not looking too pleasant. I feel like I'm gonna be beat by the end of it. I already am.
Point was....
I'm scared of what's ahead.
Summer's really over.
I'm scared I took on too much with 5 classes this sem.
We'll see I guess.
To anyone who cares - and actually reads this blog...
hope all your first days go well too, and that your summer wasn't half bad either ;)
This blog sucks, I'm tired and thought it'd be a good idea to write this down though.
Goodnight.
More to come.
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