Oh, Saturday night.

So, I survived another week of university. Not that it's unbearable...it's just very, very different and today, as I looked through some pics, I really missed my white polo - amongst other things obviously. But it's little things that I never really thought about that I kinda miss. Not to mention - I'm already running out of clothes. Pretty soon the only thing left to wear will be my grad dress...and well....

Sorry, that wasn't funny.

Anyways, today was a good day in that I worked, napped a bit, went grocery shopping AND did some homework. Oh, and I cleaned my room, etc. Yay. I don't remember the last time I just had a Saturday to recoop. :)

Tomorrow, I shall clean my car...inside @ least, and do more homework.

I miss my friends - more particularly as a whole. I miss all of us being together, in the bubble.

But that's nothing new I guess.

It was nice being in fh last night, just hanging with some people. The other week D asked me if it felt weird being back in fh, and if it felt less like home. I said no. I don't know. I've been thinking about it. And home is where family is...and where you feel the most at ease, etc. So in that sense, I live in "X" (for my stalkers). this is my home. But in the sense of "home is where the heart is," fh is still home.

It does feel more weird being there now though, which makes me sad. I think it's the fact that I don't recognize things which throws me off. The fact that, like pa, life is still happening out there, while im out here, is weird to think about. It's not the same anymore. And if i give it enough thought, i still - for lack of a better word - ache when I think about it. Like how so many things would be different if I still lived there. But I guess there's no point in dwelling in that.

I think ...it's a matter of me still trying to grasp some level of normality, or routine - but I haven't yet. In terms of school I mean - not so much X. Even though, I guess that too.

I'm excited for this new week though. Why? 'cause like I said, I went grocery shopping. Mmmm. I don't think I mentioned it, but I get through my classes by eating. It keeps me entertained and busy. So this is gonna be great. Also, I think I'm gonna take it easy on Tuesday, if you know what I mean ;)

Also, I think I'm getting sick. Poopee.