Sunday, September 26, 2010

It's been one of those weeks...

It's just been one of those weeks.

Everything was overwhelming and frustrating.
And now, it's past 10 and I haven't really gotten any homework done yet AND it's going to be an early morning tomorrow. So essentially, yes, I should be getting a move on before I start doing this, but so what? It's a free country.

You know those days when nothing just sits right with you? It's sort of a toss-up between apathy and annoyance of some sort - but you're not really sure what it is. Maybe it's the week getting to me..or maybe it's just a mixture of things.

I hate the feeling of not being able to fix things - I guess that's the brat in me. I like to have things my way, and it's kind of frustrating when things are out of my control.

I honestly just want a day, where I can lie in my bed and just watch movie after movie. That's what I miss. Days of careless abandon with myself - and with some people.

Sometimes I wish I could rewind the days, but other days, I wish I could just hit fastforward. Over exams, over midterms, etc.

It's weird how fast life goes. As I was driving today - on long stretches of highway - there were memories that were coming to mind that were just weird to think about.

Still, I have a knot in my stomach and I can't shake this feeling.

I CAN'T FIGHT THIS FEEEEELING ANYMORE (8)
..like the song. Okay. Goodnight.

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