done and done.

Do you ever feel like you're dreaming? Like you're about to be woken from a dream anytime? That's the feeling I have everyday. It's all so surreal. I'm happy with where life is, it just feels like an out of body experience...I've mentioned it before, but almost like I'm watching someone else's life happen and I'm just watching it all progress. I'm sad with all the changes, but I'm also happy. It's sad, but exciting. Exciting, but sad. You know, I go back and forth. Everything's changing. I just feel like one of these days, I'm gonna wake up, and still be in grade 11...grade 12 or something, wake up, put on my uniform and run out the door and show up at PA.

It comes in waves.

The goodbyes were the worse.

Still, it comes in waves.

I forget it sometimes...that it's the end.

It feels just like any other summer, but it's not.