I miss it.

It makes me sad because I really didn't think we'd fall apart this fast. It's one of those things....I feel like, if we all hung out again, it would feel like nothing had changed - even though everything has. I still constantly have to remind myself that high school is over. It's weird that in a month, I'll be going to University - the single biggest thing I've worked towards achieving in the last 17 years- and it's here.

I miss it. The late night phone calls and staying up because...who really cared about being tired in chemistry? Where...one of the most irresponsible things that I could do was not do my homework. Where one of my biggest responsibilities was making sure that I tucked in my shirt. I guess I talk about this too much.

More than anything though, more than PA itself, I miss my friends. It's REALLY weird that it's only July, you know? Has it even been three weeks since I moved? I don't know anymore. But really, I thought it'd be easier keeping in touch with everyone over the summer. I mean, it's like this every summer. We all do our own thing, catch up a few weeks before schools back and then it's back to the routine. But that's over, isn't it?

We're all just doing our own thing....and when September rolls around, it'll be time for a new routine. It's depressing to think about, but it's reality I guess.

Still, it blows my mind how quickly it happened.

I am looking forward to the next time we're all together though, because I do feel like it'll be the same - at least I hope it will be.

It's just weird because it's the people I didn't think I'd stay in touch with that I've already seen a few times, and the people I thought I would...I haven't.

Funny how life is...guess funny isn't really the right word eh?