Fear

You know, I'm not an adventurous person. A lot of things scare me...like bees, the way rollercoasters make me feel, driving too fast, dark alleys, the future, grownups (make me nervous), heights, etc. I'm also scared of uncertainty - of not knowing what lies ahead, the unknown so to speak. I like answers, I like having something tangible that I understand and can put my finger on. I like certainty and knowing which way is up. I like control I guess. Maybe that's the lesson in all of this. Learning to trust God in times of uncertainty. Why? Because if I were to point to one thing that was certain in my life right now, it'd be the uncertainty. And that, amongst other things, SCARES the living daylights out of me.